Lately I'm having this in my mind a lot and I guess it's one of the most useful advice we can get... So true. Sometimes we're keep wishing, but not giving the chance to become true.
Of course it's not about lottery, but actually... yeah... I'm planning to buy a ticket long time ago. Maybe it's time to do it!:D If I'm in Greenland next week, then this little quotation was a good advice!;)
“There’s a wonderful old Italian joke about a poor man who goes to church every day and prays before the statue of a great saint, begging, “Dear saint—please, please, please…give me the grace to win the lottery.” This lament goes on for months. Finally the exasperated statue comes to life, looks down at the begging man and says in weary disgust, “My son—please, please, please – buy a ticket.”
I can't get an image out of my mind.
It pops up in the mornings when I open my eyes, when I'm daydreaming, when I have bad moments and chaos around me...
I just so clearly see this.
Me on an early morning with a big cup of tea, wearing soft, knitted sweater, looking out the damp window, it's raining outside, but still, it's beautiful and completely calm. Indescribable. I just now I want to be there, and that place does exist.
And it's not even something that I don't know where to find...
It's so weird, when you have that strong desire for something. And you want that with all your heart. Really. All my life I was looking for this feeling. I've tried and loved and I still love a million things in my life. I'm proud of everything I've done and what I'm doing. But there is one above everything. And it is to see this amazingly mystertios World, to write about it, to capture moments anyway, ANY WAY.
And time to time when I'm tired, I want to go home and look out that window and just listen to the rain.
Let's say when one day I calm down a tiny little bit, and I won't travel every month, (just every oher ;P) still have that dream there about my castle hotel and wee cafe. Yeah, it's not a question they are in my mind, just as deep that they evolving to come up in the right moment!
I know, and I'm the one telling I'm not too romantic.. What are all these plans if not a tiny bit of romanticism?;) But who cares?!
